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EuRoPe...iS aWeSoMe<3
ok so i am finally back from my Euro-trip. It was effing AWESOME! Ill summerize.. haha
Day 1- Went to Hollywood on my way down to LAX. Finally arrived 5 hours early! Left on an airplane for Germany...my first time flying and i was alone. So scary.
Day 2- Arrived in Frankfurt Germany after a 14 hour plane ride. Attempted to look for my tour consultant and got lost in the airport. Finally I found her and we left on a train. Took a creepy taxi to the hotel. I made it half across the world...on my own. How Exciting. I met everyione in the hotel. We went on a walking tour of Germany. Believe me, its beautiful. Watched the sunset across the Rhine and Masel Rivers...from on top of the Statue of Kaiser Willhelm 2. Everything in Germany is sooo green. Not like here. They dont serve ice in Europe or any sauce besides Ketchup. The sun doesnt set until 11pm and rises at 3am. The ice cream and soda is also very good.
Day 3- Depart from Germany. Climbed the 509 stairs to the top of the cathedral of the Three Wise Men in Cologne. then we were on our way to Amsterdam. We arrived. All the streets are lined with water canals. Everyone there rides bicycles. They are soopen about everything. There billboards that said "Do you masterbate?".."Do you like Oral Sex?"...i was like holy crap. Weed IS illegal there..but they do it anyway. However, Prostitution IS legal there...they have a place called the Red Light District, where the prostitues stand naked in shop windows with red lights trying to sell themselves. They have to get tested for STD's once a month though. Ok so we went to the Anne Frank house and Cristina and I got Pooped on by the same bird, then i stepped in thus nasty gum. The architecture ios beautiful but Amsterdam is so dirty. Graffiti is also legal. Everyone there smokes, drinks and does drugs. Its the sex capital of the world. We went shopping and just about every store was a sex shop. We went back to our hotel and our room was so awesome! We had an upstairs bedroom/loft. very cool. We went exploring around the farms and stuff and found that over the hill...10 feet from our hotel was a set of stairs...that led to the North Sea. We swam in the sea...which was only about 4 feet deep. The girls found a surf board and paddled out into th e sea. What a fun experience. Cristina and I went for a walk and found more sets of stairs..and scary alien sheep. We went up one set of stairs and heard a girl screaming. Afriad she was in trouble, calling for help..we searched around frantically, but she was never found. We found out seconds later that this girl wasnt in trouble..but was having sex. ahh! so frightening. Back at the hotel, the only TV shows they had on was Porn. (bouncing babes) lol! Met my new roommates from Colorado. Such awesome girls! i love them. Later that night, I discovered that I had a dutch illness.
Day 4- Went to the diamond factory and tried on potential wedding rings lol. Went to the cheese and clog factory and tried a bunch of Dutch cheese...sooo GOOD! Then we watched some guys make wooden clogs and i even bought a pair. We then went to a nearby fishing village called Voldenham. We met some Spanish girls that were smoking weed. very awkward. So then back at the hotel, everyone and their brother came to our room and had story time.
Day 5- Depart from Amsterdam and arrived in Belgium. The people here are so rude and they dont have people stand in line to wait. They just kind of crowd around and push people and yell. We walked around the beautiful townsquare and saw the statue of the little boy peeing. We came across a woman collecting change for her "sick son" that was wrapped in a blanket. It was a scam. There are gypsys and mimes and crazy people in outfits everywhere. We were then on our way to France. mmm European Chocolate is soo good. ok so we arrived in France and it looked nothing how i pictured it. It looked like LA with tall buildings and highways everywhere.
Day 6- Downtown France looks nothing like how it did when i first arrived. Lots of Cafes and stuff like that. Ok so went to the Louvre and saw the Mona Lisa..yes the real one. and Venus and lots of other stuff. Saw the Eiffel tower numerous times and fell asleep on the boat ride. There are so many pick pockets in Paris. It really is a scary place. Mary, Jamie, Cris and I went to get food. SOme boy our age asked if we spoke Englisha nd bumped into Mary and Cris. Cris' camera was around her wrista nd dropped when she went to get change. She picked it up and discovered it had been cut...sooo close it was scary. She didnt even feel it or know. and Mary's map had been taken out of her back pocket and she didnt feel it either. This guy was good. Toured Notre Dame..no hunchback though:( We fed the birds and another lady walked up to us asking if we spoke English. Our hotel rooms are so nice. We have two bedrooms, a kitchen, bathroom and lots of cool stuff like that. We had alot of fun in the room that night...storytime once again.
Day 7- Went to Versailles. SOOO pretty! The gardens are gorgeous. We ate at the Hard Rock..along with the autographed Joe Satriani guitar:) we attempted to see Jim Morrison's grave ..but it was closed. We we two feet from the tomb with only a wall and barbwire separating us...on the way was a tribute to Jim with notes from various people. Very cool. The metro is soo cool! but on the way back.these black guys were riding with us. They got off and one ran back and grabbed Jamies camera from outside the metro while she was sitting inside..he didnt get it and ran off leaving her with a badly bruised wrist. They seriously have the best food here....Chicken Cordon Blue..omg<3 Later that night..we discovered an alrm going off int he basement when we attempting to use the phone...it was so weird cuz no one was down there to set it off..:|
Day 8- Woke up and answered the phon without knowing..i was still asleep apparently..haha. We went to the train. This train goes under the english channel....UNDER THE WATER...and its super fast. we arrived in England in about 3 hours. So we arrived and went shopping....alot. Saw parliament and Big ben. Went to the theatre and saw Chitty Chitty Bang Bang. I was still coughing like a maniac and discovered that i didnt have a cold but Bronchitus or even Pneumonia.
Day 9- Went on a morning tour and fell asleep lol again. Toured St.Pauls Cathedral..omg its the prettiest t hing. i wanna get married there. We stood with the guards y Buckingham Palace and tried to make them smile but they didnt. Walked though the park and had a picnic. Went shopping again. Got ready for the club in London and went to the Elizabethan Banquet. The food sucked byut it was cool. This magician made me levitate. so scary. We then searched for a few hours for a night club...followed a bunch of people, saw a famous model, and got stalked by creepers. Well, we had no luck with the club cuz only half of us were 18 and the other half were 17 so we couldnt all get in. it sucked. So went back to the hotel and stuffed 11 people on the elevator...keep in mind this elevator was making funny noises days before. So we got stuck. the British fire department came and rescued us. It was hilarious because we were even off the Lobby floor.. but we could only see through a crack about a foot tall. So after half an hour of people complaining and me, making jokes about them the whole time..we got out safely. The guy at the desk yelled at us and told us we were fat cuz we broke it and that there was no sign that said 10 people could fit and he lied and said there wasnt and then said that it was 10 british people and only 4 americans.. so yeah..then we had 5 girls in our tiny room. omg.
Day 10- Went to Abbey Road where the Beatles had crossed on their CD. Took a picture and saw the tributes to the BEatles with Notes to them on sidewakls, signs and fences. SAw parliament again up close and the clock tower and Westminster Abbey. They drive ont he wrong side of the road here..its so weird and the drivers are actually int he passenger seat. People drive really fast and pedestrians DO NOT have the right of way anywhere in Europe. so watch out!
Day 11- We took an over night train to Scotland and arrived. Cris and i were late as usual and had to go the whole day looking nasty. This was the first night that we didnt stay up until 4am. Went to Edinburgh Castle and on Princes street. Saw the protest and walked right through it. went shopping, fuond some stairs and fell asleep. People walking by thought we were bums! lol. I attempted to play a bagpipe and couldnt...so i didnt buy one. its VERY hard. WE walked amillion miles to dinner and went on a ghost walk through out Edinburgh. very scary and creepy. Scotland is by far my favorite..everything is so green. Its rains a little bit on and off..but so did London. The other counrties had 90 degree weather. weird lol. We saw a scottish beach...beautiful.
Day 12- Went to Stirling Castle. The most beautiful place ive ever seen. I will live there someday. We hiked a mountain to see the William Wallace Monument. Went on the Falkirk Boat lift and fell asleep along with everyone else. Went to the Scottish Banquet and ate Haggis (sheep stomach), Neeps adn Tatties lol. We learned two scottish dances so we danced with the old people. We watched the bag piper and dancer...wow they were so good. Went back to the hotel, packed my stuff, showered and stayed up throwing gummi bears out the window of our room. I stayed up all night and aid goodbye to everyone since i had to leave early on my flight. LEft at 3:30am and flew out of Edinburgh at 6:30. Arrived two hours later in London, got lost int he airport and finally found my flight. Met a professional Armenia sinegr that looked like Elvis. He gave me a CD and i ditched him cuz he was creepy. So i flew back to LAX on my 11 hour flight...slept alot, ate alot and sat around. Ia rrived back in the states and everything looked so dry. Definately a change from Europe.
ok So i got back ont he fourth and we had a huge Block party. I still have bronchitus and i locked the car door on my finger..so its all bruised and bloody. I jst hope my finger nail doesnt fall off....and Im hoping the bones arent cracked but yeah. They was ALOT of people there...couple hundred maybe. alot of kids drinking too which resulted in a 30 person fight over alcohal.
I wanted to stay longer in Scotland and if i couldve i wouldve...i loved it so much...but Im glad to be back because I missed everyone so much. Yes even my bratty sister. My family, my friends...but mostly my boyfriend. Going two weeks without talking to him is like going 2 weeks without breathing. It was hard to adjust to, and I missed him like crazy. Hes all I could think about. I cant wait until he gets home...thats still a month and a half away but ill wait. Until then, Ill justhave to deal with missing him..and talking to him on the phone...and still getting butterflies in my stomach.
Bottom line is...
Get out and explore the world. Its amazing how different things are just 7000 miles away from where you live. Its like another world. If you ever have the chance to go out and explore new places...please take it. I was so close to not going because of my whole plane situation, but that only adds to the experience and mine was wonderful, i wouldnt give it up for anything. Always try new things. Try new food, places and things..you wont be sorry.
There are never in regrets in life....only chances you wish you wouldve taken.
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hey! o ive had a pretty interesting couple of days.. ill start with wednesday
graduation: family came over, watched me graduate..yada yada, got a video camera, about 200 dollars...and it was nice. was going to got o jessies bday party, but it was about midnight so i didnt want to go sinc eit was late. so then julie, jw and salina call aske me to stay the night. so i do, we got to bakersfield to go "cosmic bowling". end up staying at a motel and chillin til 7:30 in the morning. we met lots of interesting peope and alot of interesting things happened that night..not going into details though. "ive got cleavage" "stay away, hes a creeper." "its like this" "on her head!" toe touch!" hahah yeah good times. so then we arriv einthe morning.intaft i get about an hour of sleep unt8il i head off to zachs. i stay for 15 minutes....he doesnt want me to leave so he jumps through the window of my truck and stays there lol. it mustve been funny to drive bya nd see this boy sticking halfway out of someones truck LOL!. ok so then came back from bako thursday...ont o grad nite.
grad nite: jamie picks me up, we arrive sooo early. go backa nd get jackets, thank god too. so onthe way over, were al talking, but then it gets boring and tiring so i listen to music. we get to disneyland....ride a bunch of little kid rides, eat at the pizza place....for 6 bucjks... geez. hit up the dance parties....get hit on by random guys... i counted how many guys grabbed me..about 20..now times that by 7. yeah. so this one guy tried to go down my pants and i punched him. ew! i have a bf. i cant even dance but i was gettin my white girl moves on.. so yeah the guys were creepers. umm we rode lots of fun rides! and i got my pirate hat.. we went to the bus and i called zach to tell himg ood morning. i fell asleep and woke up and we were at mcdonalds..thank god cuz i was starving ....so we saw some other kids from another school and il ike ran into them cuz i couldnt walk lol. so i went to the bus, ate, went to sleep. slept a little when i got home, then cris called and asked if i wanted tog o to dinner...i couldnt cuz of my camping trip. ok so i pack my things for the weekend and head off.
day 1-friday: i arrive adn meet kasies friends. they dont seem to like me at first. these guys come and take us to a party.wel ive never been to an actual party before so it was weird. it was in the middle of nowhere in some fields with kegs and trucks with music blasting. everyone is dancing next to a campfire and mingling.....while we are looking for all the girls that ran off. some guy i meet offers me some drinks but i refuse...so he introduces me to people. i swear i see amber saunders once again..but it wasnt here.. (wiow that was weird). ok so then we leave cuz matts coming over to the campsite. so matt comes...with SAM! sam and i aer dancing around and stealing pepsi bottles. we have a grand ol tiem until its tiem for him to leave. so he leaves and matt stays the night. so we drink some aple pucker.. ew. and we decided to go for a walk in the wilderness....some high guy shows up ad tags along..so were walking and me and riana and doing this crazy walk and laughing and what not. we campout by the bathroom...and make fun of some guys on bikes.. then aunt donan comes and we get in trouble for being out so late... so everyone goes to bed at about 3 and matta nd i stay up until 5:30 talking about zach and kasie, life, death, school, friends...just everything. finally we go to bed...barely flinching at eye or tiredness
saturday: we eat and i restring a guitar....we do nothing lal day except han gout.. the river is swift and fast moving so we get in and float down to this beach....6 times!it was fun. ummm we eat more, sing happy birthday....campout by the bathroom again, tell stories, get to know each other more. by this time, weve all becoem friends. so then its almost night time. half a million people show up and start drinking, i didnt so i went to the next door neighbors campsite and showed up this guy from new york on accoustic guitar. they invite us to go wakeboarding but we dont. so then...the guy coems over and hes beautiful....dark brown spkiy hair, BLUE eyes, nice lips, great teeth, he was beautiful...and drunk lol. so i go back..sit inthe bed of a truck with people i dont know for a while... get some dirty looks from these sluts that came over, and got even dirtier looks by the guys around the campfire. yeah it was stupid. we played YOUR TEAM..abnd i went up and met this guy kevin. he hated me LOL. yeah it was fun. so i was tired. iw ent to bed and botehred deanna for a while... and uhhh fell asleep telling stories.
sunday: woke up..packed up everything said good bye to everyone.. the new yorkers LOL and uhh went to kasies house, hung out for a while.. was on an attempt to go see brent until my dad pull sup. so i elave say goodbye and tell our last stories to my new friends. we go to BEST BUY..adn let me tell you that is the happenin places for hotties to hang out...oh my god. they were everywhere and i had no make up and i was smelly and gross from camping. ok so then we go to this guys house and im bored so im making beat and ty is rapping...my dad gets mad and we go to JBX...hmmmm then we come and home get boreed again. woo i call zach and fall asleep then call again......and againa d we talk. i love him. well gtg now lots to do.
xox lizzie
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hello.
spring break...was BORING!!!
ahh:(
everyone went FUN places..
everyone but me:(
the furthest i went was to my mailbox.
*sigh*
man i miss zack.
and cristina.
hmm drumline was fun last night woo.
flippin mark and jeff kept walking in front of my truck.
allt he people walking made it to the band room before i did
LOL!
hmm OH YES!
today JULIE, SALINA and CHRISTINE
came to my casa...and showed me her new car.
it was very awkward.
they asked me to go so i did..
and it was fun.
just like old times.
man i miss those, but yeah anyways..
im bored...trying to find somewhere to go and something to do:(
the search continues...ahh
goodbye*
x0x0
lizzie*
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someone please come over to my house and spend the night.
now.
thank you.
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bonjour my darling.
last night i went to the parade.
ally called me.. i couldnt find her.
my dad was being a jerk.
i saw my keithy!<3 heheh he gave me a trillion and a half hugs.
i met this girl named kirstin yestedray.. i think its the spenser kirstin. hmm.. she seems nice.
hmm...i was supposed to go to bakersfield i guess today because i had to get stuff for the dance.
i didnt go.
i have to go to cheerleading.
foriegn lang. dinner is tonight, i hope i can gooo... i have no food to bring:(
i am sooo busy right now.. i have so many effing things to do.. why the eff am i on the internet? duh!
i talked to adrian last ngihit..he sounded sad.. or maybe tired. id ont know.
but he wa slike "im not gona lie to you... but i smoke." and i wa slike "oh" and he was like" yeah youre mom already knows...she saw me wheni was on my break." and i think i maybe kinda hurt his feeligns because i told him that my dad smokes and blows it in my face... i didnt mean it bad. but well i am going to call him tonight. i like him. alot. <3<3<3 adrian<3<3<3
i need to go order a boutineer for him right now.. goodbye!
xoxo.
e.liz.a.beth.
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ok. i got lots to talk about but ill summerize.
cory has a girlfriend. im in love with the guy. im broken hearted..end of story.
he called me today. and left me on call waiting for like half an hour so i had to hang up...he never called back and he ownt talk to me on aim or myspace. :(
why do i have to live in TAFT! i swear! theres no one here i want. and ive never even met cory in person but weve talked on the phone nearly every night for a few months now and then he tell sme he has a girlfriend.. it just hurts ya know. hmm.. i just dont know.
went to piza factory last night. rubbed my make up on keiths face. got lots of light rings out of the 25 cent machine, and ate alot. drove with alana and had wonderful convo's. met dana. went to dubs..looked for the Bush children. flashed people on the highway. walked tot he park in the dark. our flashlight went out. we saw "things" the bush child crept around the bush and made us scream and run away. we stayed up all night until like 5 and talked about random things. and the creeper kept calling me. and they called today and made weird noises as usual. im seriously freaked out now. we woke up this morning and watch "empire records" cute movie! very! loved it. umm then i went home and blah.
cory is talking to me now.. he siad he forgot to call me back.
Mnky2001: holy shit!!!!!
Mnky2001: omg
Mnky2001: i am soooooooo sorry
Mnky2001: i forgot to call you back
Mnky2001: omg
Mnky2001: i feel like such an ass
Mnky2001: it was my dad....and he wouldnt leave me alone...then right after i got off the phone with him aimee called....then work....omg
Mnky2001: i got so lost
Mnky2001: i feel sooooo fucking bad right now
Mnky2001: god dammit...
Mnky2001: ill call you later tonight when im off of work
Mnky2001: i 100% promise
Mnky2001: pinky swear
Mnky2001: well hey...i gotta run....need to get ready for work....so ill call you later....have a great day sweetheart
Mnky2001: love ya
yeah blah...thats him.
hmm anyways. we got our palms read at the beach..she told me-
-im good hearted and worry about others more than iw orry about myself and im a kind and caring person and stuff.
-i would die at 79
-have a long and happy life
-be healthya nd successful
-travel alot in my career
-have a boy and girl
-marry at 25 and meet him at 22, he will have dark hair and be artistic and musically talented...his name is DARRELL! HAHAHHAHA i was like ..."DARRELL??? you sure its darrell?" haha
megan said it could be anything close.liek derrick, darian, derrin, daniel, blah.
yeah well blah. boys suck. cory=</3
goodbye
oxOXox elizzle
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hey.
im sorry but i must do this
in order to keep my privacy and not get freakin rumors started and what not
i am making this a friends only journal.
a public journal has ruined alot of things for me
if i trust you enough to read this then ill add you
if dont, then youll remain un added and unable to read and start crap
im sorry but i must do this.
im sorry to everyone that enjoys reading this.
theres just some people that arent meant to know things.
it starts crap and im sick of being harrassed by a certain someone.
sorry but spenser ruined it. eff you:)
if you want to be added, leave a comment. thanks:)
x o x o much love<3
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god i fuckin hate spenser. he keeps adding me to his gay convo and tells people to tell me im fat and ugly and a whore. ive never done anything with a guy. he is telling everyone i had sex with him and derrick. and im a VIRGIN! gah i hate him.. now he is telling eddie to call me ugly so they are making fun of me calling me ugly and telling me i suck and im gay and i have big nipples and what not. how the fuck would he know i hate him so much. why is he doing this to me???? i hate him i hate him! hes makign my life miserable, and i like *LiPs* but *SLuttt* likes him too.. i hope she doesnt get him.. me and cris were talking about him today...and then he showed up at her house lol./
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hi.
im not a senior stand out. makes me sad. but oh well.. ive got bigger things to think about.
yeah. i hate spenser. i hope he knows it. i hope he goes to hell.
yeah i may seem like im being a bitch but uh i kinda have a reason to.
i just dont care anymore. i dont deserve to be treated like crap if ive done nothing.
woo im immature. omg what a crime. blah!
oh yeah and uhh.. i have a feeling that spenser reads my little livejournal very often.
he makes many references to it, saying im conceited and stuff. whatever fag.
so ive decided that im going to give everything and everyone i talk a bout a nickname. so yesssss.... haha i loved guitar today..:) it was great. tomorrow shall be better HAHAHH!. ok well... on to my day
*bLuE eYeS* gave me a hug
*JaCk* gave me a hug haha and he actually talked to me
*LiPs* is hot. i think i like him. *My BrOwN TwIn* says to go for him and not *JaCk*
i think she maybe be right. w00t. i keep thinking about him. like its weird. i keep waiting for him to show up somewhere unexpected.. i think i like him. mm:)
i dont think *My AdOpTeD TwIn SiStEr* is going to be able to go to Sadies with me:(
no date for eLiZaBeTh
*SnOw BoY* called me last night.. we talked about lots of stuff, he is so nice i wish he lived here.
*PeTa* didnt talkt o me much last night:( blah.
im so happy! my *FoXy BaBe* called me last night! yay! i actually go to to talk to her. it see slike forever.
wow i love my friends...<3 i dont need anyone else. just them:)
yeah i hope that fag face spesner is getting annoyed about me talking about guys in this entry and all the time obviously.. wo w im boy crazy. arrest me! i can talk about whoever i want, whenever i want in whatever way i want. im my own person i dont need some stupid shithead to tell me what i can and cant do.
fukk you :)
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Spense® says:
hahah i liked ur "hot for teacher" that u dont play right
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
what ?
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i didnt even play it in class. i cant play it on accoustic
Spense® says:
the beginning tapping is revers u had no 0's in it
Spense® says:
ya but u still did the motions..the wrong ones
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
and yeah i do play it right.
Spense® says:
..i bet
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
ok whatever spenser, youre jealous because you suck and i dont
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
Spense® says:
HAh well ...u can ask urself who's playing with joey and brendon and whos not
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
and i think i know there no open strings that why my fingers were ont he frets
Spense® says:
there is though!
Spense® says:
it goes down and back u were just doing it regular tapping style
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
and the reason i am not playing is because im a girl and because they arent afraid that you will take over lead
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i play it right.. i wanna hear you play it
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Joey says:
well she sucks
Spense® says:
anyway
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
yeah when was this
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now
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but anyway ur doing it wrong and obviously dont realize it
Spense® says:
brendons been telling u that for a while obviously
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
obviously youre a fag
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
been telling me what>
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
brendon doesnt even talk to me anymore and why are you being gay
Spense® says:
that u do the intro tapping part wrong
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
he hasnt told me shit
Spense® says:
well i was trying to tell u thta u did something wrong, but thats ok , keep doing it
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Joey says:
dude dont tell her i said that she sucks
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Joey says:
i dont wnat to hear it
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i will i dont dont care what you fuckin say to me spenser. ive tried being nice to you but if youre gonna critisize me then i just dont care anymore
Spense® says:
haha well see thats where ur wrong again, anyway i triekd
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
im not wrong you are
Spense® says:
mmmhuh...
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>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
why are you even talking to me about this, you know it makes me angry and im in a pissy mood as it is
Spense® says:
well i dont know if u ahve wrong tabs or whatever but im just saying u better read them again
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oh please ur life isnt as tough as u think it is
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
yeah i have the tab book. ok so shut your fucking mouth spenser im sick of your crap. and yeah it is tough. you have no idea what its like to be me spenser. i dont have a mom to buy me ever fucking thing i want ok.. i have to work for it. and im sorry that my family isnt as well off as yours and i dont get to do every fucking thing i want
Spense® says:
OMG U HAVE NOOO FUCKING CLUE
Spense® says:
work huh..do u have a job
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i bet now
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not*
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do u have a brother in prison?...huh
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i doubt it
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did he tear ur entire family apart after ur stepdad died...well no
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so i dont think u have any idea about rough
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
yeah i do. i dont think you ever had an abusive dad when you were little. i dont thin kyou ever had to work for anyting cuz youre mom gives you every fucking thing you want. i dont think you have so much stress ins chool, i dont think you get home around 7 every night. i dont think you have to deal with college crap . i dont thnk you have to deal with anything i have to ok. you have no idea
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
quit feeling sorry for yourself, you dont know how good you have it
Spense® says:
HAHHAHA well u keep thinking that but u know its ur fault if u feel this imaginary "stress" in skool and why dont u start practicing what u preach about feeling sorry for urself, becaus ei dont, i dont care, i talk to my brother every day on the phone..i have to face him every day and he calls my mom and she crys
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i dont care spenser! its not my problem youre brother is in jail ok. i just dont care. thats his fault, i didnt tell him to go there. and i dont thnk you have you to deal with losing your house. i dont think you have to give your money to your parents so they can pay for bills, i dont think you have to sell your things in order to save your house so you dont go homeless
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god elizabeth what famiy doenst have money problems omg
Spense® says:
oh well ill pull an elizabeth, well its ur familys fault there having problems now isnt it ..i just dont car
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e
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which is the truth..and u act like everyone cares about ur life but they dont
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i never said anyone cared about my life. no one cares about yours either so i dont know why you even brought this up
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I DONT TRY TO MAKE THEM care
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i dont have a fucking live journal and myspace and talk about my make believe life and do stupid shit with people im not going to know after highskool, i dont wnat or care if they ccare
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thats right..against the law to hum
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bacon bits
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maybe she'll finally never talk to me agian
Joey says:
lets hope
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yes yes
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
spenser i hate you
Spense® says:
hahah oh darn
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
spenser i fuckin hate you so much god damn it i hate you i hate you i hate you.
Spense® says:
hahah boo hoo i hope ur gonna cry about that to everyone too
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go cry to joey im sure he'll love it..if u arent already
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
why are you so mean to me? i never did anythign to you?
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ya but obviously ur to conceded to see it
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go get ur modeling job
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and spyware
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i never did anythign to joey? why are you getting him against me... he was my friend before he was yours.. hes my best friend and now youre tearing everything part, i hate you so much. ok i like joey i like him alot, i always have. how am i conceded/
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HAHAHA HOW!??!?
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omg elizabeth..u dont realized that all u talk about is urself obviously..why dont u ask joey if u are or not
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
you are more conceded than i am fag. why are you getting joey against me?
Spense® says:
hmmm well ok, u think that..i didnt do anything to get joey against anybody u did it to urself kid
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i did nothing. it started with you. i regret even going out with you. i hate you so much spenser ,
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
if you make joey hate me .. i will seriously kill you, ive been friends with him and i liked him for too ong
Spense® says:
lol ok, i dont know what that's supposed to do to me but anyway i dont think it did startt with me, i dont know what kind of relationship u and joey had before but..i mean when i came in it seemed..uh..well
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
well what?
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im just saying i dunno if it was good but he just kinda dreads talking to u ever
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
spenser as if its not obvious. i used to have feelings for joey, tats what even started our friendship and well if you ruin it, i will fucking hurt you and how the hell does he dread me?
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well u dont see it or whatever cuz u cant get over uself so it reely doenst matter, what u dont undertand is in a few years..prolly 1 for you were not going to know eachother, so ur proly getting all stressed about this
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feeling sorry for urself
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
why are you doing this?>
Spense® says:
5465478?
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that should clear everything up for you
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
what is your problem/
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
do you just not like me or somethin
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
g
Spense® says:
oh im good u make that assumption after al this
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
why what did i ever do to you
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hahaha
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well u know i dont feel like telling u ..because i think that'll bug you
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
spenser TELL ME
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
you might as well tell me now while im pissed off
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im glad ur pisses off and getting that way for no reason
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all i can say is when u live by urself or whatever ur not going to be able to hand life..or play eruption]
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
handle life or play eruption and whyis that
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cuz u dont do either one is what im implying
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
and thats why you hate me?
Spense® says:
....umm...sure u can think that
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that's exactly what i said
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
i dont really care what you say
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
no one listens to you and no one likes you so just get over yourself
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
quit being jealous because you suck ok
Spense® says:
HAHAHA oh i will elizabeth great ruler of all
>< ::eLiZaSaUrUs ReX:: >< says:
whatever
Spense® says:
u know its crap like that that reely makes me hate you
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thinking ur not the conseded one when u really are..and doing stupid immature crap
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like blame crap on brendon when he never even talks to you, and always bitching to joey about how life is so terrible and telling everyone that i cheated on u with some stupid ugly chick u know, i mean it wont matter ultimately but whatever thats just u
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just stop acting gay and make up ur own music
i fuckin hate him so much
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hi
my mom is mad at me,my bro flushed his play phone down the toilet.:(
xakk didnt talk to me, look at me or give me a hug today. he was a foot away.
umm.. RE and keith tackled me and followed me to play rehearsal.
mr tar was being mean so i was mean back
i had a nice weekend
i went bowling friday. josh was there. he watched us bowl and talked to me alot. he asked me if i wanted alight ball and i wa slike nope im a big girl haha. and then he was making fun of me because i hit two balls lol. uh these people next to us were drunk and bowlign in our lane and this girl kept stealing my ball so i stole it back and made her cry.
saturday salina came over and we went for a scooter ride and ran away from cars.
then i stayed the night at her house and kept falling asleep. we made music videos
then we got up and ate lunch in like 5 seconds and rode the GET bus to the mall and went shopping and then we took the bus to the dollar theatre and met this guy who was like a druggie and then we went to an ice cream shiop and got our fortunes told.. it said i was gonna die so i was scared and then we waited two hours for the GET bus. in the mean time xakk called to get another girls number! and we met this other guy who gave s his # and then we were dancing around. we seriously got atleast 30 cars to honk there horn haha.
hmm i dont think i wanna like xakka nymore. he is a jerk.
daniel and i were hug-walking today.. hah new move. try it kids!
peter is mad at me.:(
ive been thinking about RE all day... i get butterflies.. do i like him? im confused.
i saw him last night.
i cant stop thinking.
fukk love.
x o x o
elizabeth
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hey my day was gay.
.e.L.i.Z.a.B.e.T.h.. eff you see kay why oh you. </3 ...still a super HoT female... says:
i asked him to h omecoming a while back and he was like.. "no i cant go.. blah blah.. i hate dances.. blahblah..." so iw as like sad but i was like ok whatever . so then i am talking to kelsey burch today and she was like "im goign to prom!" an d i was like "uhh.. with who.. your a freshmen.." and she wa slike "xakk" and i wa slike "xakk who" and she said "xakk evans"
...do you like dreaming of things so impossible or only the practical... says:
OMG!
..e.L.i.Z.a.B.e.T.h.. eff you see kay why oh you. </3 ...still a super HoT female... says:
and i was like "uhhh are you serious" and she was like " yeah he asked me...we are going together" i was mad.. i wa slike how nice and i left right away i was very mad. i wanted to cry but.. no i didnt i wanted to punch him and if he was here today then i wouldve. nd get this.. excuse my language but she GETS AROUND if you knwo what i mean... in a bad way of course AND she has a boyfriend!
yeah if he wouldve been at school today then i wouldve punched that sucka. i am so extremely mad. i was almost in tears when she told me. i just walked off and gave her a go to hell look.i cant believe her. and him. hates me but likes her. she has a boyfriend nad she a hoe bag. gah!
anyways on the brighter side.. justin is my date for sadies.. and salinas and marys and jamies and blah balh...i havent told them yet. and uh...re was telling me about his tux and stuff and i saw him on my way back from the vet and he looked so cute. we talked an dhe was like i didnt know you could drive. im like uh yeah haha. marci thinks i should like him. i think i will. libby was supposed to go with him but uhh i didn tknow that:( wah. im sorry lib. and adam asked me to go with him chris did too but re wa slike.. im going with her:)
well i gotat go eat. bye bye be back later bye love xo xo
elizabeth
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hey love!
omg this girl ont he internet wants me to be a model for her. hmm.. she said i was "absolutely gorgeous" hmm she must be blind. wow
uhh xakk texted me last night! i didnt even know he had my phone number so i calle dhim back and he is supposed to call me back but i don tknow if he will.
hmm...we went bowling last night. it was kinda fun..at first. josh came up to me and was like "do you want one of these balls...6 and 8 pounds" iw a slike no im a big girl. so i got 10 pound ball. uh i did kinda good. but our score board kept messing up and giving us gutter balls for no reason. so this hot worker came and helped us but he couldnt so josh helped us and watched us bowl for like an hour. and he kept makign me smile and talkign to me and stuff and my dad was like " i liek that guy.. hes really cool" and then he wa laughing at me because i hit two balls at once. so he was telling me about it, uhh and thent hese people next t us were drunk. and this girl kept stealing my ball so i stole it back and she wa lsike "that little girl stole my ball" ad started cryign and whining. haha they were all over that lane and bowling in ours so we left. i got home and then woke up this morning late. i couldnt go to the highway clean up:( my mom is at work. gah. hmm well yeley has a girlfriend.. i saw her. gah. bleck. hmm... well i think i live 3 people...daniel.. maybe, not sure.. ari and xakk<3 yes yes:) xakkw as fishing last nigth how cute lol! well i gotta go get ready:) haha bye
x o x o
ELIZABETH!!!!!!!
what you waiting for....<3
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hello wonderful<3
today was estatic.
i ate breakfast with xakk this morning and he was like.. "im going to class" so he gave me a hug.
he gave me a hug at lunch also.
ronald was raping me with his butt...he was on me against a wall it was funny lol.
hmm.. i cant wait until homecoming. ari is so hot. im so happy to go with him. hes fun.
oh great.. my dad wants to go bowling tonight.. that means well see the creepy guy and josh:| ack.! bleck.
sadie hawkins is next friday. i have a cute outfit planned.. but no date:( yet..haha maybe i dont want one hha
i actually had fun at my grandparents house last night. woot
bryar keeps stalking me! eww... my dad thinks hes my boyfriend and im like no.
hmm well gtg bye<3
eliz a bee
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hi. i just updated but this is really important. my mood went from like semi-good to very confused and bad. ok theres this boy. he is not having a good day. he didnt tell me goodbye. he is not being himself. i think it may have to do with his ex gf. although i am one of his exes....i am still in love with him. i tol dhim and he tol dme that he thinks he like sme again too. that was last week. im so confused.. i feel lik ehes using me... i want him to like me. why is this happening? i like him and then i dont... its so weird. we both do it. i have again realized that i like him so much. why do i keep doing this? ive done this like 5 times with in the past two weeks. its not a normal thing. he does it too. why cant we like each other at the same time? what is so wrong with being happy??? id ont get it.. everyone else can.. but not elizabeth/ i dont understand why ica nt find a guy.. i have never cared s much for someone well yeha ihave for thatone guy... but he was a jerk and well this guy isnt...ill call him nadlie. nadlie has done nothing to me in the past to make me hate him we are the best of friends but i think i wanna be more than friends. wtf i dontk now what i want anymore. this is so hard. i dont get it. im stupid. i like him so much. why cant he understand that? why cant he feel the same way? i guess just is just how life is... so IrOnIc:( juzah, :( this is gay.. i hate situations like this.. i guess it sjust growing up. and its hard i hate it. i need to go. i need to think about this. i just need to think right now:(
elizabeth, yours truly.
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hello love. today xakk gave me two hugs..count em..TWO! i went to get derrick out of class and xakkwa slike looking at me and i was lke mmm:) and he did it this morning and at lunch too...bleh. i like him<3 oh i FINALLY got a homecoming date! RE is going with me! mr robert addibury...cant spell his name. haha aww it makes me sad...james has a girlfriend. i saw her today. i am quite jealous, im sure jamie is too:( </3 bleh.. no bnoys for elizabeth. no one wants her. dereks bday was two days ago and he didnt even tell me! what a meanie head. aww dan was sad today so i made hima card:) haha tomorrow we are goin gto do a dance to "ironic" for our presentation it will be great. today we had our own drama rehearsal oh man was it funny. and last night we went to fantasy frocks. on the way there we made mr T listen to rap so we were bouncing around the car and we had a notepad and wrote phone numbers and stuck it against the window. i caught this old mans attention and he started blushing and then i was brushing my hair and this really hot guy wa slike staring i wa slike.. yummy! hahah and everyone laughed at me:( and then salina did it to this girl and got ignored and then this guy and he was like clapping and tsuff it was funny! haha then we went to t sandwich shop and then the store and we triedon costumes and there was this girl and boy like humping by the dressing room and so salina and JW ad i went back there and were dancing. salina was gettign dresed but we just protected her from the couple. haha. unce unce unce unce. we looked at costums i dont know what i wanna be for halloween:( wah! hmm im caught int he middle... i think i still like daniel. but id ont know. he lieks me then he doesnt nad its the same for me... but i dont know. i think its for real this time. well it was the last 36743678 times but i don tknow. why cant i move on? gah!
*eLizabeTh*
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hello.
xakk wasnt at school.
i dented mr howards guitar.
i wasalmost in tears.. daniel was making me feel bad about it.
i sat there all period.. moping around.
i wish my friends wouldnt yell at me because i want a date to a dance.
it happened in 5th period. it happened all day. im sorry ok.
i have a bad headache.
i dont feel good.
i need to play my guitar.
i need to finish my homework.
i wish i knew how to fill out t hese scholarsips aplications.
i hate this.
i want a boy.. not just any boy.
some one i like... im changin my ways. i wont lead anyone on anymore. i cant. it hurts me and it hurts them.
i want to be happy again.
CroSs the X's ... F*cK the O's
^e..liz..a..beth^
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today was wonderful, my love.
i went to daniel's. i felt weird because adam and sean were there.
but i kept falling asleep on him cuzi was so tired. and i woke up and he was like aww elizabeth is so cute when she sleeps! looka t ehr adam!:)
aww:) and we cuddled for a few hours and kissed. alot. i tried not to be all over him with adam there. but now i feel kinda bad i wasnt. oh well. i think i like him. alot.
i think i may still be in love with him. it was cute, he kept calling me sweetie and stuff. and then he fell asleep on me and i guess i fell asleep too. gah! lol! and the i had to call my dad and he made me come home cuz he had to do laundry an di had to babysit my brother. which is gay. but oh well i was really sad. i went to see daniel before i left and he wouldnt really look at me or anything.. i think something was wrong but he said he was only tired. i told adam that it hinki like daniel. uh oh. smart move elizabeth. dang. msn is being gay. wow i like daniel. i dont know what to do about xakk though either...i don tknoow if h e likes me... or even if daniel likes me:( man. aww peter is so cute! hahaha. more about that later. but i need a homecoming date and a sadie hawkins date...so if anyone is interested.let me know:)
bye bye<3
xo xo xo xo
e li z ab e th
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hello love.
last night was very..weird.
xakk finally emailed me back.
i went to the football game. and sold programs with alana and vanessa. it was fun
then these little kids kept bothering us so we stopped selling programs.
so me and vanessa walked around and played with dereks little sister and then me and megan went to find her brother. the funniest thing happened lol. i was like "lets go ask daniel im sure he knows where chad is" and megan was like no they dont hang out.. so we were talking about it and she goes "OMG he is sitting right next to daniel!" haha so we went up there and they left so i stayed with dan and cris and derrick. hmm i gave a dan a ride home. he wanted me to stya but uhh i didnt. i went to the dance. it was gay. everyone left. cherokke was all over wiatt and i was sad. i stayed the whole night and me and mary jamie kyle and alana danced.. woot. then i went ot cheerleading this morning . i made it! woo. :( but some of my friends didnt:( and it makes me sad:( wah!
hmm i ahve lots of homework
jamie was telling me that mrs posey was trying to find me a homecoming date.. she was like "lets find her a cute drummer boy" haha.
vanessa and i were looking for a homecoming date.. she was askin gall these little kids and then she asked ari and him and chris were arguing over me but i don tknow if they are taking me or not. wtvr. and uh this little kid asked me out. me and alana and kirsten have an emo club. its called emo lip glossers. our sign is gXl...hah! and were like keeping it emo! just keep it on the GL!:) lol! fun times funtimes... unche unche unche unche. haha mr tar got mad at mine and alanas club music in drama yesterday haha! ohw ell gtg bye<3
xoxo
eliZBHjakambeth!L(
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